Atonement…movie and book review

Atonement…movie and book review

unforgettable…

 

 

Movie review and book review:

Atonement

 

Atonement is a story of lives of irredeemable sadness. Ian McEwan wrote the book that is faithfully portrayed in this 2007 film (rated R, 123 minutes)—it got seven Oscar nominations—starring Keira Knightly (Cecilia), James McAvoy (Robbie), Romola Garai (child Briony), Saoirse Ronan (18-year-old Briony), and Vanessa Redgrave (mature Briony).

In brief: Briony, a child, tells a dreadful lie about her sister’s lover, forcing Cecilia and Robbie to live separate, desperately tormented lives during World War II.

This poem is my “Thumbs Up” review of the movie and the book.

 

Unforgettable

 

This memory is lava hot,

it mingles, lava slow,

in all my thoughts,

in all my mind.

 

It is a crumble, peat, dark,

peat rich, no single whole,

but bits of all.

I cannot grasp it entire.

 

It fills me,

it is full of me,

full with my dread imaginings,

full with my discarded dreams,

so full…

 

It burns, it sears,

a red haze in my every gaze,

a scarlet shackle on each heartbeat.

 

I accept the impotence of atonement.

 

My long-ago childish deed cannot be undone,

that indulgence in excitement

   and attention and novelty

      and vengeance and purest love.

 

Unbidden, I saw an act I didn’t understand,

two lovers, I cherished them,

their coupling had no inner meaning for me,

yet showed they had more love for each other

   than each for me…

 

Later, a twisted crime he did not—could not—commit,

yet I accused—“I saw him”—I lied,

to hurt him and to keep her, apart, for me.

That lie broke them.

At that moment, the words tasted brave

   and older than my years.

The taste became gall.

Later, I was to know that I killed them.

My life has been my penance.

 

Now I understand what I could not see

   and could not then feel.

Now I feel their horror that I invented

   in place of their happiness.

Now I endure the unhappiness

   they could not escape,

the terror born of a child’s simple plan

   in a child’s heart.

 

…I keep those false words—“I saw him”—

spoken in righteous innocence,

in unknowable ignorance,

in unremembered pleasure…

 

I did not know I was trading my portion of happiness

   for a memory that I keep

      in a hole in my heart.

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Movie review. Book review. Copyright © Richard Carl Subber 2024 All rights reserved.

 

Good Will Hunting, a movie about love (review)

Robin Williams nails it…

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My first name was rain: A dreamery of poems with 53 free verse and haiku poems,
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the fox on crusted snow, “Exit” my poem

the fox on crusted snow, “Exit” my poem

who’s watching whom…

 

 

Exit

 

I lingered after light sleep,

the empty snowbound afternoon was my prospect,

a warming wrap was my comfort,

no urge disturbed my rest,

the necessity of loneliness pinched my gaze…

 

I think the fox had been watching me

   in my windowed bay,

I think she had one snuff of fear,

I think she paused, on the crusted snow,

and found no scent of interest,

I think she may have wondered

   how I could feel at ease

      in my tight world…

 

I raised one hand in greeting and adieu,

and she took her own royal time

   in walking away on her grand stage.

 

November 8, 2018

Inspired by “Closer” by Roberta Marggraff in the Fall/Winter 2018-2019 issue of the Aurorean.

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Book review: The Scarlet Letter

the beating hearts…by Nathaniel Hawthorne

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As with another eye: Poems of exactitude with 55 free verse and haiku poems,
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The Collected Poems of Sara Teasdale…book review

The Collected Poems of Sara Teasdale…book review

Teasdale teases…

 

 

Book review:

The Collected Poems of Sara Teasdale

 

by Sara Teasdale (1884-1933)

New York: The Macmillan Co., 1937.

311 pages

 

Sara Teasdale wrote about 350 poems, and some of them are quite long.

She is literate—no doubt about that, there are plenty of classical allusions to the gods.

For my taste, there is no personality in her Collected Poems—she writes “about” stuff instead of illuminating stuff.

In 1918 she won a Pulitzer Prize for poetry—it must have been a lean year.

There are bright notes here and there:

 

“Ah, Love, there is no fleeing from thy might,

No lonely place where thou hast never trod,

No desert thou hast left uncarpeted.”

 

from “Sappho,” p. 109

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Book review. Copyright © Richard Carl Subber 2024 All rights reserved.

 

Book review: To Serve Them All My Days

by R. F. Delderfield

A beloved teacher,

you know this story…

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In other words: Poems for your eyes and ears with 64 free verse and haiku poems,
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A Room of One’s Own…book review

A Room of One’s Own…book review

men are not women…

 

 

Book review:

A Room of One’s Own

 

by Virginia Woolf (1882-1941)

San Diego, CA: A Harvest/HBJ Book, 1929, published 1957

118 pages

 

Virginia Woolf was no stranger to controversy, in her writing and in her life. In A Room of One’s Own, she wrote: “…when a subject is highly controversial…one cannot hope to tell the truth. One can only show how one came to hold whatever opinion one does hold.” (p. 4)

Woolf refers to “men who have no apparent qualification save that they are not women” (p. 27) and she quotes fellow writer Samuel Butler (1835-1902): “Wise men never say what they think of women.” (p. 29)

A so-called Modernist, she wrote: “Women have served all these centuries as looking-glasses possessing the magic and delicious power of reflecting the figure of a man at twice its natural size.” (p. 35)

Even this short work is longer than it needs to be. Woolf’s prose just gushes with energy and insight and realistic gloom. One wonders whether a man has ever written such words.

Woolf claims that a writer needs “a room of one’s own.”

 I think a writer can do very well indeed by making a space in which to write,

a space in the mind or somewhere in the house.

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The “dime novels” in the Civil War

Think “blood-and-thunder”…

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The Book of Days…part xxxxvi

The Book of Days…part xxxxvi

The Book of Days

 

The dawn’s early light can be pleasure enough for the whole day.

There are words enough to tell the story of “the temptation of day to come.”

It is my delight to write some of them for your delectation.

 

Flash

 

The arrows of day are bright

   in the waning waste of night,

how brief their flight

   to herald light.

 

July 20, 2024

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Book review: Shantung Compound

They didn’t care much

   about each other…

by Langdon Gilkey

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Writing Rainbows: Poems for Grown-Ups with 59 free verse and haiku poems,
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